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Revenge

by xumaepllee

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1.
Ayala 02:06
[Verse] Ooh, oh-oh, oh-oh She showed me fake love, can't forget How it hurt, no, oh-oh Made a list of my regrets And you were the first, love, oh-oh Oh, it hurts, I can't forget How it hurt, no, oh-oh Made a list of my regrets
2.
Revenge 04:00
[Intro] I think I, I think I finally Found a way to forgive myself For the mistakes I made in my past I think that's the first step, right? You agree? [Verse] I've dug two graves for us, my dear Can't pretend that I was perfect, leavin' you in fear Oh, man, what a world, the things I hear If I could act on my revenge, no, would I? Some kill, some steal, some break your heart And you'd have thought that I would let it go and let you walk Well, broken hearts break bones, so break up fast And I don't wanna let it go, so in my grave, I'll rot I've dug two graves for us, my dear Can't pretend that I was perfect, leavin' you in fear Oh, man, what a world, the things I hear If I could act on my revenge, no, would I? Some kill, some steal, some break your heart And you'd have thought that I would let it go and let you walk Well, broken hearts break bones, so break up fast And I don't wanna let it go, so in my grave, I'll rot [Chorus] In my grave, I'll rot In my grave, I'll rot In my grave, I'll rot-ot-ot In my grave, I'll rot In my grave, I'll rot-ot-ot In my grave, I'll rot
3.
Human 03:05
Sunrise waiting I knew myself completely then nothing I thought it hasn't said but Youth light fading I know myself as I was then birds sounding each shorter day in Sun tries vainly To stay lit for another day melts into darkness static state Til young light waves in Drink the heat and climb and twist fawn looking for a friend to kiss
4.
Follow 02:55
Anything we should know about your change? Bleached black from the smile On a glimpse of your face Yeah I ran to her Blame it on me That inevitable date You remember her I'm putting it off And I can't control fate Cause we're similar I blame it on you Cause that side of me I hate But you were never hurt I'm putting it off And I can't control fate Yeah I ran to her Blame it on me That inevitable game But you were never hurt
5.
既白梨 02:54
多孤独的神 寂寞被搁浅 多善良的夜 多善良的夜 我说我发现 你的眼里面有水花 你却说流吧流吧 就流吧 不是每个人都冬眠 冬眠太敷衍 (开始结账) 善良的人 痛苦的心 寂寞的心房 她总不态 我也不去讲 都是你我为你发觉 又为你留恋 冲回房间 偷回你相片 (啦啦啦啦啦啦啦) 私黛河尾戒 思太行围誓 冥冥有静止 破碎湖步子 本想与她长 又难感化无太以往 赌杯跳月跳 心若锐分合一条川 世人说情妄说愚爱 移衣滚入绯云团 谁去盼牡丹 为我落 为我落 落凡心塘 善良的人 痛哭的心 邪恶的心房 她总不态 我也不去讲 都是你我为你发觉 冲回了房间 偷回相片 又为你留恋
6.
Oshin 03:45
[Verse 1] Uh fuck the world Alien love Pull me out In your flood Uh fuck the world Alien love Pull me out In your flood [Verse 2] Ah I let it rain Drink from cup Maybe raze Pray for flood Oshin crash Salt makes blood Red with clay Black with mud Fuck the world Alien love
7.
I Think... 03:22
[Intro] Dark outside (Yeah) Uh-huh (Whatever) Dark inside [Chorus] This is what I really want, it is, I think (Mmm) You think it mattered so much to me but it didn't (Nah) One day I am here, the next I'm gone, extinct (Extinct) I've become so very small, I shrink, it is [Bridge] Pure love only, baby Always is, always was Make and break me, baby Is this all, is this all I want [Chorus] Maybe I could be the one for you, I wish I wish I could play the sport, I hit, I miss But im coming back, of course you do, know this I come out of the abyss but then I sink [Verse] Sink into the, into, into Dark i fade, like love I fade away One day I'm here, thе next I'm gone I'm gone, away, that's tough Pray, I pray for somеthing I pray all night every day, I pray (Please God) Was it all for nothing, nothing's all I'm gone, away, dissolve [Bridge] So long (So long) Overdue, the expiration date Still stand tall (But still ask for what) Lift off, take away alot but there's still love But for what? For what I forgot [Chorus] This is what I really want, it is, I think (Mmm) You think it mattered so much to me but it didn't (Nah) One day I am here, the next I'm gone, extinct (Extinct) I've become so very small, I shrink, it is [Bridge] I know, I know, I know, I know What goes up won't stay up You find me, don't mind me Love, love, love, sex and drugs [Chorus] At the end, it wasn't worth much, not a thing The duality of life, uh-huh, that's it Say you wanna have some fun, fuck it, I'm in Might as well live in a cage you take my wings [Outro] She cut my wings off, baby Take and take, give give our love Sunset, sunset me, baby Give me up, God is love
8.
Calcium 04:08
[Verse 1] Think I fell for someone, oh, what's going on? I'm still covered in Dry g'LOSS and I can't take it off Oh, and it's just me and myself, just the two of us Spend some time alone with you now, you're my only one I've got a thing for you, a thing for you? I think of you, am I going crazy? A thing for you, a thing for you A thing (Don't take me back again, don't take me back again) [Refrain] It's so hard to hide but so easy to find (Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes) And my heart is blind, I star and cross my eyes (Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes) Hydrogen peroxide, lime and ice (Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes) Silver lights, I let it oxidize (Oxidize) [Chorus] I've been rolling oxen bone Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Baby, kiss me through the phone Ecco2k, I lost all hope Smoking on dope, I feel so cold Smoking on dope, I feel so cold Live on islands made of stone Rob that nigga for his coat Twenty-five thousand on Silk Road Shine, shine, shine, shine, shine, that glow Obviously silver, not no gold Tried to keep up and he went broke Steaming hot, they don't want no smoke 2g K, went to the hole [Post-Chorus] And my heart is fine, I star and cross my eyes Can never let you cross my mind Oh, I try, it happens all the time (I'm not afraid of anything) And my heart is blind, I star and cross my eyes Can never let you cross my mind Oh, I try, it happens all the time [Verse 2] Oh, I'm unraveling, and I’m panicking Feel like I'm paper-thin, and now I'm tearing Help me please, give me calcium, I think I'm fracturing I need bandaging, don't take me back again I feel like Marilyn, but I'm not acting again This might be the end, I think it might be I'm seeing evil men, am I imagining them? I think I might be [Chorus] I've been rolling oxen bone Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Baby, kiss me through the phone Ecco2k, I lost all hope Smoking on dope, I feel so cold Smoking on dope, I feel so cold Live on islands made of stone Rob that nigga for his coat Twenty-five thousand on Silk Road Shine, shine, shine, shine, shine, that glow Obviously silver, not no gold Tried to keep up and he went broke Steaming hot, they don't want no smoke 2g K, went to the hole [Bridge] (Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes) Double K crystals kiss my nose (Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes) Ecco2k, I lost all hope (Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes) Live on islands made of stone (Lost my shine, I star and cross my eyes) Twenty-five thousand on Silk Road [Outro] Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose Double K crystals kiss my nose I feel like I'm flying and sinking at the same time Like I'm being pulled from below and from above (True friend) In every direction, at once
9.
Security! 03:45
[Intro] I'm in my room, talk to the walls I hear them sing, la-la-la-la Falling backwards into the dark I hear the voices talk so loud Carry me softly, pull me down I shut my eyes, cover my mouth Tell me how Something so beautiful can taste so foul So foul Something beautiful can taste so foul Look around Something beautiful can seem so Worthless Worthless Worthless Worthless Security [Chorus] So beautiful, so perfect So beautiful, so perfect So beautiful, so perfect So beautiful, so perfect Perfect Security, perfect How did you get so perfect? I wish that I was perfect You make me feel so dirty You make me feel so naked Ooh, I know it's worth it I want to see you waste it I want to be perfect You make it look so perfect Security, perfect I know I'll never be perfect [Verse] One o'clock, 2 AM to 6 in the morning One o'clock, 2 AM, I don't recognize myself Now every time I close my eyes I see the corpses Every time I look in the mirror I see monsters One o'clock, 2 AM to 6 in the morning I can’t hear my thoughts over this running water Every time I look in the mirror I feel nauseous Every time I look in the mirror I see monsters What would you ask if you had one wish? If you could choose only one thing to fix? If you had the chance, would you change something? You could lose yourself, would you take that risk? What would you ask if you had one wish? If you could choose only one thing to fix? If you had the chance, would you change something? Worthless Security [Chorus] So beautiful, so perfect So beautiful, so perfect So beautiful, so perfect So beautiful, so perfect Perfect Security, perfect How did you get so perfect? I wish that I was perfect You make me feel so dirty You make me feel so naked Oh, I know it's worth it I want to see you waste it I want to be perfect You make it look so perfect Security, perfect I know I'll never be perfect
10.
On yr own On yr own Yr not far Yr not far On yr own On yr own Yr not far Yr not far
11.
I was blind, but now I see You made a believer out of me I was blind, but now I see You made a river out of me I was blind, but now I see You made a believer out of me I was high, but now I feel low My own private I dunno
12.
Its today and its in a word I breathe and seethe Fade to zero I’m misinformed I’m barely born Gone to the void With the incarnate devil and a talking snake "here in this spring storm, stars float along the void…" Here he comes Today Its written on my face A clue A tunnel you can look right through It’ll take Some time in line With the incarnate devil And a talking snake
13.
[Verse 1] The wind fans deadpan We  plummet through the wake Well,  that's my last mistake Birds land then Stand and fly astray They'd  do that anyway [Chorus] It's  just Like before you were born Through  that peaceful moment to Like before you were born Like before you were born Like before you were born [Verse 2] I'm  an old man I tell that same old sun "I get it, I've done it, I'm done" Cars breeze past Winding through the calm I guess their lives go on [Chorus] It's just Like before you were born Through that peaceful moment to Like before you were born Like before you were born Like before you were born
14.
Skin Game 04:24
[Verse 1] One afterthought on a skin game "I took it as prescribed" Vow do no harm, buy the cure But first you'll buy the disease [Pre-Chorus] I can see you've had some struggles lately Hey man, I've had mine too [Chorus] Fighting to get through the door But I can't live like this anymore They gave us wings to fly But then they took away the sky [Verse 2] Well, what you want? "Serve me" Sell me to the spoon I'm cashing in, falling out, tear me down, hang me up Strung out to please the king in metropolitan's Sackler wing I can help you, it's how I help myself [Pre-Chorus] I can see you've had some struggles lately Hey man, I've had mine too [Chorus] Fighting to get through the door But I can't live like this anymore They gave us wings to fly But then they took away the sky [Instrumental Break] [Chorus] I wanna be your doll But I won't be your dog anymore You gave us wings to fly But then you took away the sky [Outro] Sunken ceiling and a sideways grin We lived to use and we used to live Crack a window Get some life in you Holding in coughs, hiding my head "Everybody respects the dead" I can help you, it's how I help myself Sunken ceiling and a sideways grin We lived to use and we used to live Crack a window Get some life in me
15.
Blankenship 04:06
Armageddon is a product And  one we choose to buy Dwell  on that for a moment With Paradise on fire I guess it’s all the way Blankenship  Children  lead the cry You sold them all away Blankenship  With thirty years of lies Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Who  sold us the dominion? Over swine that smell their knife The vicious creature thin and dying On a scrap of melting ice The earth is ownerless Blankenship Children lead the cry You sold them all away Blankenship With thirty years of lies I should have treated you better Blankenship The lives you weaponize You sold them all away Blankenship With silver-plated eyes Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Think of your sons and daughters Laid in ashen water Sirens louder and louder Destroy those who destroy the earth
16.
Acheron 08:13
[Verse 1] This heart-pounding day has finally arrived All  my living footfalls sigh like the night Outside  the war between illusion and truth I found wisdom lain among putrid fruit of Desperation, cold, wild gift of youth Urgent  and dead-eyed Urgent  and dead-eyed [Chorus] Hate the god I  don’t believe in Heaven’s just a part of hell Hate the one Who wouldn’t save us Shikata  ga nai [Verse 2] In the blue mist death has finally closed in All my gasping words at war with the wind Worshipping the fear of hell left me lost I’ve found something for us, souls who have crossed Charon’s torrent cold spiked black with frost Ashen and dead-eyed Ashen and dead-eyed [Chorus] Hate the god I don’t believe in Heaven’s just a part of hell Hate the one Who wouldn’t save us Shikata ga nai [Bridge] Nothing can be done I’m no one [Outro] He’s my blood Reflected in mud Leave my body Among the poppies I’m nailed to your flaws You were my god

about

Revenge是一张从2017年开始到2023年结束的Playlist。关于在破碎的现实、灰色的记忆和玫瑰色的梦境交错之中生活。
我感觉,预期的这段旅途已经到达了一开始设想的终点。我还是我,这是最近才发现的:当所有结局都殊途同归的时候。我们一定被“它”在一定程度上左右着;或者是前世今生的记忆的延续,或者是被包裹在尘埃里的灰色地带。
没有事情是永恒的,没有亘古不变的次元。不论说再多的话都是徒劳,不论构筑再好的图景都会终结在虚无之中。永远没有稳定的安全可言。
白昼里永远隐藏着黑夜的影子;黑夜总是相衬着白昼的光芒。即便暂存在白昼也会随时堕入黑夜;即便企图藏匿于黑夜中也会发现白昼的身形。
当所有断片式的记忆在心中放映机里回放,当所有美好和恐怖都聚焦在心灵容器的一点。无数渺小的思考填满了人的一生。
春天就要来临。
Revenge is a Playlist starting in 2017 and ending in 2023. About living among broken reality, gray memories and rose-colored dreams.
I feel that the journey I expected has reached the end I envisioned at the beginning. I am still me, as I discovered recently: when all ends lead to the same end. We must be influenced by "it" to a certain extent; either it is the continuation of memories from past and present lives, or it is the gray area wrapped in dust.
Nothing is eternal, there is no eternal dimension. No matter how much you say, it will be in vain, and no matter how good the picture is, it will end in nothingness. There can never be stable security.
The shadow of night is always hidden in the day; the night always contrasts with the light of the day. Even if the day exists temporarily, it will fall into the night at any time; even if you try to hide in the night, you will still find the body of the day.
When all the fragmented memories are played back in the projector of the heart, when all the beauty and horror are focused on one point of the soul container. Countless small thoughts fill a person's life.
Spring is coming.

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released December 10, 2023

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